Nina Berry
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Sunday, November 1, 2009
Cassie. @ 12:02 AM I don't know why I suddenly feel like blogging. Gotta shut down this blog soon. It's dead now, no? I don't have the time to blog anymore. All those sexciting things, I am so sorry I couldn't share. Haa~ I am doing very very well, thank you very much. Haven't been socialising with people out of work though. Except for my family and my cousins of course. And also Irah who has been calling me/texting me. Seriously, I am not an anti-social person. It's just that my job drains all the energy outta me. Even Daddy, Nurfa and Q commented on my recent change of attitude. I am getting more grumpier and snappy-er. Reason being? 'Cause I don't socialise anymore. Weekdays are spent 11hours on an average at work, not inclusive of OTs and such. And weekends are spend resting and relaxing at home. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy doing what I do. Basically, my colleagues are the main core to why I go to work. But I just don't see myself in the same line for the next 5 years to come. Recently, my cousins (esp. Kak Atul, Kak Sha & Kak Mel), besides my colleagues, have been the closest people in my life. Spazzing and texting almost everyday, and talking about basically nothing. Kak Mel, thanks so much for the blog post. When I read it infront of you, I held back my tears. But when I read it again a moment ago, I couldn't help but to let some tears escape. Especially the part when you said I am going to leave you soon. I have 2 to 3 years more, so let's make the most of it aye! Let's enjoy every waking moment we have left together. And let's thank your new job and our babies for bringing us closer again. Like how close we both were when we were staying together in Potong Pasir. And how I would membontot you everywhere you go. And the both of us would membontot Kak Atul. Main teacher-teacher. We can't look back and wish we could rewind time though. Aren't you thankful I changed? 'Cause I am. And thank you for the well-wishes and the support, and being inspired by me. LOL. I love you too okay! (: (please change your saranghey. it doesn't look korean. HAHA :p) I am also thankful for the bunch of people whom I call my family. Especially Daddy & Sis. They never fail to listen to my whinings and my bitchings and my endless talks of 'Plans for My Future'. Yes, told Daddy my detailed plans for my future, and he was so supportive of it. Of course the only people who knows about this are my family, my cousins and my beloved Irah. I don't think it's the time to publicly announce it. Yet. Fret not, I will let you in on the secret soon. Baby is alright now, he is safe and free. He won the court trial. Thank GOD for protecting him. However, there would be another round of court hearing for compensation and etc. He will win again, I am sure. Keeping the Faith (: xoxo,
@ 10:05 PM Its not your fault those hands are cold. Clinging onto the wounds of the past; afraid to love someone, turning your back against the true meaning of the story. The heart that is hugged slowly melts like ice. To be loved by someone, by anyone it makes life shine like this. If it was me, I would make your heart once again warm with undying love. Fate's play -eventhough it makes your heart ache. When the tears end, a ray of light descends from the darkness . We can grasp it. We can feel the fierce painful touch of a person's warmth , sorrow and lonelinss that every person endures. Searching for a refuge to mend, yes, for you that place is here. Don't worry, don't falter anymore. I will protect you, because it is love. My love as beautiful as it is miserable. Dont be afraid, this beautiful. Let you know my mind, beautiful time. You know it is ephemeral. Thanks for this, though. I miss you so much. So so much. xoxo,
@ 11:06 PM Insyaallah next year or the following year after next, I would be taking a big leap in life. A possibility that would change my whole life and my future. Currently, I am slowly developing myself to prepare for this coming future; something which I want so badly. I am not asking for much, but just a little prayer from you guys to help me make that dream come true. Just a few seconds of your lives to help me. And your support, too. If you think I will never succeed, then just shut it. Thanks, in advance. (: xoxo,
Proud of your love @ 12:00 AM Passing by at a quick pace, I wonder how much of a season had already gone? Walking through the scenery I’ve become familiar with, without being able to slip away From these distant memories alone, it's like I completely lost my destination That was the time when I met you; we met by chance along this road Even now I can’t forget -ever since that day, much of the sorrow and anxiety I held, everything had been changed through the warmth of your memories Proud of your love Finding two shells is just like a miracle; meeting you once more If you're here beside me, even the depths of my heart would be comfortable with this gentle feeling Even if violent rain falls down and strong winds blow about, I'll go out to protect this love If we're together we can surely overcome all Could I have thought like that at first? So I don’t let go of this hand I'll always gaze carefully at time We met by chance along this road Even now I can’t forget -ever since that day, things that live on, things that I believe in While changing towards happiness, we’d both walk along together Proud of your love xoxo,
You're my melody @ 12:00 AM Closing my eyes, listening to the sounds around me. Your soul, your tiniest thoughts; I couldn’t hear them because of the static in my heart. Sorry, sorry. The times when you shed tears is now history Don’t worry because you’re my melody I’ll perform for you on and on You are my song -the soundtrack in my life I love you; you lighted up the stage of my life You’re my song I’m not willing to say ‘I’m sorry’ I’ve got lots of pride yet my heart’s empty When my soul runs dry, when everything falls apart, will you come to me? The sad times will end like a song because it’s your love, your love. You told me the meaning of love You’re my rhythm a gift in my life Giving me beautiful dreams, always by my side I’ll sing it again; you’re my song The many sad love songs seem to be singing of us Protecting me by my side during this time, you are more important than anything Listening to the sounds around me when I close my eyes, I’m calling out to your heart now xoxo,
정윤호 @ 10:58 PM Baby hang in there. To think of it, it's just another 12 freaking more days. You'll pull this through, we'll pull this through. I am so sorry I couldn't make it there this year. But maybe next year. Even so, everything would be over by then. But it's okay cause, I will always support you no matter what. 5 for fighting; one down and everything becomes meaningless. Be strong all the way. & be proud of our love. ♥♥ `if we're together we can surely overcome all`
xoxo,
I'm breaking my rules again @ 10:26 PM Got myself 2 days mc. Part of me felt relieved because I really needed a break from work, but the other part of me kept wanting to go back to work tomorrow. There's a meeting with my Ah Beng engineer today with the Electrical team and they had to postpone the meeting till I get back since I am in charge of the project. Despite Kai Meng's telling me off to stop worrying about work (I kept calling him to ask about the project; he's my covering officer) and just get plenty of rest, I still could not stop thinking. It is quite a big project for me. So yeah. What the doctor said to me this morning almost made me faint. I am suffering from an illness. I won't state what kind of illness though. The doctor said something else which I won't state here either. I do not wish to scare you people. But do not worry, as long as I take care of my diet and have plenty of rest, and quit skipping my lunches, I should be alright. On the other hand, the news was not quite of a shock since I had been suspecting it for quite sometime now. And the doctor gave me sleeping pills too. -___-" Have you guys notice that I am actually losing touch on blogging? Rofl. xoxo,
Mirotic @ 11:56 AM  Meet the 3 men in my life.Big Bang TOP, Lee Min Ho, DBSK U-know Yunho (left to right) They give me multiple orgasms! Rofl. (I bet Kak Atul would agree with me 100%) Yesterday evening.. Daddy: Next Saturday what are your plans? Nina: Why should I have plans for next Saturday? Daddy: So birthday kau, kau tak nak buat apape uh? Nina: Birthday I next Saturday? This coming Saturday? Daddy: Yer lah, next Saturday is 29. Nina: Ooooo. *pause* HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *pause* Don't know ah. -____-" I know right. How could I have forgotten my own birthday? And to add on to everything, I do not even have that excited feeling. OMG, I am so losing touch on myself. Rofl.
xoxo,
♥이민호♥정윤호♥최승현♥ @ 11:08 PM As you know, I am doing fine. And as you see, I am pretty much leading a busy life. (Yes, you might wanna tell me to get a new life) So don't expect daily updates. Maybe just once a month, etc. Plus, I am also busy with tuition on every Thursdays. Which resorts to stay-at-homes on weekends. My face, which was once pimple-free is now a pimple-zone. Haa. Despite the stress from the workload, I am still blessed and content with life. (: xoxo,
2 Years @ 12:00 AM 1year 12months /2years/ -24months ago- (when you left) As cliche as it seems, I never thought I would make it through. But it has been 2 years since, I get stronger each day without you.
xoxo,
Under my skin @ 10:16 PM So don't you bother what I do No matter what you say, I wont return Our bridge has burned down, I'm stronger now It's alright, it's 0k I'm so much better without you I won't be sorry Because you should know me better than anyone else.
xoxo,
Hahaha @ 2:26 AM  ROFL. I do not wish to comment. Those who knows me deep, knows me well.
xoxo,
Paaay Daaay. @ 1:30 AM YEAY! TODAY IS PAY-DAY! TODAY IS PAY-DAY! TODAY IS PAY-DAY! *jiggies around, do the Hawaiian dance* I am so grateful I do not need to support others, besides myself. Selfish much? Rofl.
xoxo,
Knock you down @ 11:38 PM Suddenly I felt like blogging. Though I do not have any inspirations to start with. Hoho. Mr K is finally back at work after being hospitalised for a week plus. Thank goodness. For a moment I thought I had lost my motivation. HAHA! Work has been taking its toll on me. Despite the warning before-hand regarding the increase of workload, the number of projects given still managed to knock me off my senses. Have not been going for my lunch breaks these past few days. On the bright side, I might be able to shed off some pounds. Haa. It is good enough Woodbridge has yet to come knocking on my door. With the rate I am going at work, suspect soon ah, soon. Rofl. Nonetheless, I honestly enjoy myself at work. One of my engineer is seriously driving me up the wall. This annoying effing tall good-looking bugger (I know right, the information is seriously redundant). Instead of him chasing me for the projects, it is the other way around. I think I should be the engineer. Pfft, annoying Ah Beng. In fact, most of the engineers are adorably annoying. For those who are still living in the 20th Century Era, fyi Q has been accepted by my company and soon will be my colleague. Yalah, cousin-cum-schoolmate-cum-classmate-cum-colleague. I know you can never get enough of me Q. I know, I know. I am gonna suffer for the rest of my life ah like this. Sian. But she will be under the Electrical team, whereas Nurfa and I are both under Mechanical. Soon, Q will be BFFs with Rosnah. The sombong nak mampos makcik. Baik ah Q. I was waiting for the lift down to see one of my engineer when the Vice President of Engineering -Mechanical Division, Mr Tan, came along. Mr Tan: So did your friend get the job? Nina: I am not so sure. She hasn't contacted me yet. Mr Tan: Oh, I tell you a secret ah. She has been accepted. Nina: Wah, serious ahh? Mr Tan: Should be lah, 'cause the Boss signed the paper already mah. So I think so. Nina: Really ah? But she got under Electrical, I suppose? Mr Tan: Yes, she will be under Mr Wong (the VP for Electrical Division). Nina: Okay, that's good to know. Mr Tan: Yalah, she got the job because of you. *chuckles* Nina: Why me? Mr Tan: Because of what you told us about her the other day. Nina: *Laughs* I am so useful, what an advantage for her. Mr Tan: *Laughs* So that was how I got to know about the good news. Needless to say, I texted Q immediately. Hoho. Okay I wanna be brief. Let's see. Monday was straight home after work. Tuesday was meet-up session with Afiq. Thanks for the Pastamania treat, Giant! And finally, I got to see Wel's mysterious Gf. -_-" Wednesday was meet-up session with my beloved-long-time-no-see BBGs at Starbucks. Thursday was "secret" day. Heh heh heh. Afterwhich, met with BF Wan and Yan at Paris's bus interchange. And today was towning with Q, followed by booze-time with the perempuan gilas (Wawa, Fifah and Mimi) under Fifah's block. It's been so long baby. Now chatting with Irah and BF Alep. It is unnecessary to say but I still see the need to say this: I ♥♥♥ MYSELF! Hoho. (I find this post crappy. Rofl. Reason being? Sleepy ready lahhh.) xoxo,
Stand by me @ 11:05 PM "stand by me, look at me even though i am still awkward at love."
The truth of the matter is, I still need you. I will be waiting for you. xoxo,
KOP. @ 9:06 PM Singapore vs Liverpool 0-5 ROFL. Despite the Devils being the Reds' arch nemesis, I was aniticipating the Reds' friendly against the Lions; to see how the Lions would fair against a world class football team. Of course I didn't expect Singapore to win neither did I expect them to play well. They did not disappoint me, to say the least. 'Cause the result was what I expected; a lousy performance. I did expect them to put up a fight though. Even Liverpool sucked during the first half, only gaining posession after the second. At least the Man U's match against Malaysia was a well-played match. Malaysia was undeniably good, even then Man U didn't show the slightest leniency. The moment Shahril Ishak was substituted out, I did not even bother concentrating on the match. Until the 61st-minute when El-Nino, F.Torres was substituted in. Yes, he is the only Liverpool player I support as I have been supporting him even way back when he was playing for Atletico Madrid. Hoho. And then followed by Shaiful Esah's substitution on the 67th-minute. (!!!) Other than that, the match was a bore. The NDP Preview yesterday was awesome shitballs! Thanks Bby for asking me along. The Terrorist Attacks were cool, and the performances were great too. Somebody bring me again to the actual show please! (: Met up with Aus after that at Marina Square, but went off after awhile since I wasn't comfortable being around his soccer friends and their eewsome girlfriends. Plus, one of them was my ex-boyfriend. Was supposed to wait for BF Sab so that he could send me home after taking back his car from his camp (he was involved in NDP), but I refused to wait so I took the train (yes, with 2 bags) and straight to McDonalds, White Sands for a chill-out session with BF Wan Galah and a friend of his. Home sweet home at around 12. Argh, why is it there's only 2 days for weekends? I so dread the morning journeys to work. Speaking of work, I have yet to iron my blouse. Pfft.
xoxo,
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